Anonymous

Dear anonymous,
Who are you? You become someone new, and I'm not sure who you are anymore. I think you have confidence and cockiness mixed up. Get over yourself.

<3 Shannon

Vallejo, With my dad.

It's Friday night, and I am with my dad in Vallejo. Not something I usually do on a weekend. I guess It's time for a change. Ive never had a father daughter relationship because most of my life he wasn't there. Honestly I don't think I can start to grow one with my dad. I think it's just a little too late for that, but it's worth a try.....Again. All my life all I ever wanted was my dad to be there for me, and show me what it feels like to be loved by a real man. To tell me it would be okay & everything would be alright when I knew nothing was.

For about 18 years I haven't had a father figure in my life, and i have grown quite use to it. My mom has been my father and mother. She's done everything for me. Maybe it was because my dad was always an alcoholic, doing drugs, and always payed more attention to all his girl friends than he did to me. He's changed now, almost 2 years clean and I love it. He's healthier, stronger, happier and most of all he's finally trying to be my dad again. :)

18 years i have waited for this, I have grown in so many ways because of this and i can't imagine other wise. Who knows what i would be like, or if i would be the same Shannon.